Jillian Marie.
15 years; April 8th, 1995.
Field Hockey.
Friends and Family.
Music.

"I'm gonna smile more than I should and laugh more than I knew I could. And when they ask me why, I'll tell them, I don't wanna die dead."

29th June 2010

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life.

Honestly, life sucks. I feel myself falling into a depression that I don’t wanna be in. Its summer and I’m dealing with so many issues. I may sound conceited, but this is just a vent. I have a few guys liking me and I don’t like any of them back. At least I think I don’t, and I don’t know how to continue being friends with them without hurting them or leading them on. I don’t wanna lose them. I hardly have enough friends to begin with. I basically have no one. I hate it. Some friends continually screw me over. Others don’t, but I feel like no one wants to be friends with me. I mean really, I’m not that great anyway. I’m not attractive, not skinny like everyone else, I am annoying. I can’t really think about anything good right now. I don’t know anything anymore. Ugh.