Jillian Marie.
15 years; April 8th, 1995.
Field Hockey.
Friends and Family.
Music.

"I'm gonna smile more than I should and laugh more than I knew I could. And when they ask me why, I'll tell them, I don't wanna die dead."

22nd June 2010

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best friends for never.

It was real great having you as a best friend. It was awesome and I miss it so much. But now, its over. I knew it was, but now it’s actually hitting me. And I’m alone. I guess I was never good enough for you. I mean really, I was the only person you treated like that. And now there’s nothing. There has to be something wrong with me. I don’t fit in with anyone in this world. No one at all. No one actually likes me. I’m alone. And I hate it.