Hey there. I am exhausted. I had to wake up at 7:30 this morning for a field hockey tournament. I played on two different teams and ended up playing 9 games. It was so tiring, especially because it was like 80 degrees out on the turf. To make it even better, me and the girl who played on two different teams sometimes had back to back games without breaks. We once had a back to back to back game. And we had to change our clothes in between games so we had basically no time at all. It ended up being that the team I liked playing on was undefeated and we got gold medals, and the team I didn’t like playing on got second place and we got silver medals. So that just took the life out of me and here I am.
Well, being exhausted really gets me thinking which leads me to the title of this post. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. It’s like seriously killing me. When he was at my locker with me in the morning and afternoon yesterday, he was making me laugh and it felt like it use to which just made me like him so much more. His smile just makes me melt. And his eyes. So perfect. I can’t decide whether I should show him this post and my previous post or not. I want to tell him how I feel so he knows. I feel like it would be good for me even if he doesn’t like me back because he probably doesn’t. Why would he anyway?
