Today was a good day. I had a very lazy morning, went to the mall, and to a soccer game. All in all not bad. One of the better parts of my weekend. I realized that, although I do enjoy being by myself, I do get very lonely. When I’m by myself I have all the time in the world to let my mind wander. It always seems to travel to places that shouldn’t ever be accessible. I think of my life, every little detail. What makes me happy, what makes me sad. The parts that make me sad however, stand out. This is when I hate being by myself, especially at night. And that’s how I feel right now. The little things stand out, but I guess I have to get past that. With having this to vent, I know I’ll be happy soon.
On a lighter note, my friend made me smile today. When this person texted me, it surprised me, but made me happy. He told me he liked what I wrote on here and it just made me feel really good. Yay. Another good part of the day was the soccer game. I have to say, me and Nina are very good at cheering. We got into the biggest laughing fits because of it and it was all really fun. I love hanging out with Nina, she’s always been one of my best friends.
This post was a really random one and not all of it made much sense. So, I think I’m gonna end this in a really random way as well. I’m just waiting for tomorrow and I think it’ll be a good day. Plus, I really want to get my cartilage pierced. Okay, enough nonsense. I’ll post again tomorrow (:
-JillianMarie.
