Jillian Marie.
15 years; April 8th, 1995.
Field Hockey.
Friends and Family.
Music.

"I'm gonna smile more than I should and laugh more than I knew I could. And when they ask me why, I'll tell them, I don't wanna die dead."

15th May 2010

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just keep moving on. there’s no perfect endings.

I was thinking about it, and it seems like right now I should start blogging. I need to have a way where i can get my feelings out. Over the past few days I have had a lot of mixed emotions. From feelings extremely upset Thursday to feeling ecstatic all of Friday, its been pretty crazy.

I think I’m gonna stay single for a while. I need a breather, you know? Summer’s coming up anyway so it’ll be good. I’ll have more time to focus on friends, school, and sports. Track is over, which pretty much completely ruined my legs. I don’t think I’ll be doing that again next year. I’m going to be playing in a field hockey tournament next weekend and then I have my last session of my Futures practice on Sunday. Woo! I’m pretty excited for field hockey season, it’s gonna be great. Yay.

So, I had a pretty good night for not being able to go. I made a race car with my 5 year old brother Ben out of legos. Now I’m texting my friends; well I have been doing that all day. Paul wanted to be here so yeah. He’s kinda mad that I didn’t bring him to Chuck-E-Cheese with me and Nina yesterday during school. Oh well. I’m also watching The Hangover. Amazing movie. Very quoteable. “It’s not a man purse, it’s a satchel.”

I think the picture below this post explains the past few days perfectly. I took that picture with that in mind. I’m going to start taking more pictures and posting my photography on here. Well, I think I’m done for today. Ta ta for now.

“But things can’t be perfect all the time, that I know. Sometimes we just have to let some things go.”
Jillian Marie